scared

It's a pretty sad state of affairs when you have to listen to the soundtrack to the sisterhood of the traveling pants for inspiration.

feel the rain on your skin

Maybe I should take a shower to get that feeling. Have a fresh start in the midst of this day that is getting, has gotten away from me.

staring at the blank page before you

I haven't been staring much actually. I brainstormed decently, but allowed the mundane difficulties of daily life send me into a little rage. Since then, I have been laying on beddinge watching the hills on my computer and wondering at how easy it is to enter into a meta-cycle of boredom: I stare at people who have nothing to say to one another. They are stilted and so clearly have no chemistry together as friends that it's somewhat surprising. It's like watching a dropped cell phone call.

let the sun illuminate the words that you cannot find

Alright. I'm going to rewrite my statement of research. That I can do.